Hope

Today is Jan 1 2010 ,Yes it is a new year I am Thankful. My children went out last night and I was asked to watch my grandson what a pleasure !!!!
I began to realize I was fading on Hope which is what I have. Satan can steal and destroy but he can't take my praise I have to give that up.That is my birthright as a child of God.
Through all this I have felt Gods protection and him putting His hand down and saying NO FURTHER .
The thing is He does not fail, and I long to be back in Gods house, fellowshipping, singing praise, and hearing His word.I am so hoping to do this Sunday .Bill doesn't like leaving the house or crowds now which makes this difficult for me.
I remembered this morning ,what time I am afraid I will trust in Him meaning God. I have found that I really can trust God . He has been with me every step of the way I only feel overcome with fear when I step back. As i tend to get busy and not meditate on His word or sit quietly in His presence.He does not deserve to be neglected because He has been my closest friend and strong protector consistently, even when I am not consistent. God is good and I will Bless the Lord oh my soul and all that is within me.He is worthy.I do Hope in Him.