Sunday, January 17, 2010

getting up

This morning I can hear my husband getting ready for church ,What a huge blessing.This morning he reached for me and put his arms around me I can't tell you how good that made me feel .The doctors said he wouldn't show me much affection,but here he was asking for 5 more minutes before I go get our daily coffee.
I am Blessed to have him here and I know that God will restore because the Lord doesn't do things half way.He still doesn't like to leave the house or when I do .
A man called from Family life and as I was talking began to pray with me for Bill what a nice surprise. The lord is so faithful I cannot complain .it was a very rough week I am amazed I walked through actually the Lord carried me.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Hope

Today is Jan 1 2010 ,Yes it is a new year I am Thankful. My children went out last night and I was asked to watch my grandson what a pleasure !!!!
I began to realize I was fading on Hope which is what I have. Satan can steal and destroy but he can't take my praise I have to give that up.That is my birthright as a child of God.
Through all this I have felt Gods protection and him putting His hand down and saying NO FURTHER .
The thing is He does not fail, and I long to be back in Gods house, fellowshipping, singing praise, and hearing His word.I am so hoping to do this Sunday .Bill doesn't like leaving the house or crowds now which makes this difficult for me.
I remembered this morning ,what time I am afraid I will trust in Him meaning God. I have found that I really can trust God . He has been with me every step of the way I only feel overcome with fear when I step back. As i tend to get busy and not meditate on His word or sit quietly in His presence.He does not deserve to be neglected because He has been my closest friend and strong protector consistently, even when I am not consistent. God is good and I will Bless the Lord oh my soul and all that is within me.He is worthy.I do Hope in Him.